the constant dynamic between self care and work "I'M SICK AND BURNT OUT AND DONT WANNA" v "BRUH YOU GOT A FULL DAY FULL OF CLIENTS" "BUT YO IM LIKE RUNNY NOSE AND SORE THROAT AND WHAT IF IM CONTAGEOUS" "NOP YOU GOT 8 CLIENTS AND YOUR BOSS TO CONTEND WITH" "BUT I HAVE 79 HOURS OF SICK PAY AND TOO NONE LAST YEAR" "Oh, so you're gonna wuss out?"
the constant battle I have with myself.