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Samurai Kai

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  1. I use to want to forgive those that mistreated me. Bullied me. I wished that of other people, to start anew. If we could get along. A new change instead of feeling hatred for the way I was treated. Though some people never change, their stance towards me always stay the same. If I were to ask, “Why can’t we start again on better terms?”, I know nothing would change. I tried with one person before out of many. Conflict resolution they call it? It didn’t work, maybe because I didn’t know how to make it work. I tried to find ways to approach the situation, but part of me felt like I was... desperate. Is asking to be treated with respect and with open arms desperate? I know there’s people who don’t like me, and not many know this, but it has brought me down before. I didn’t want to be an enemy, I wanted to be a friend. At least something good. Sometimes friends become enemies and you lose them forever over something stupid. Or people have something against you over something small. If I ever acted “mean”, it was out of defence. It was because I wanted to give those people a taste of their own medicine, but I realize that only keeps the fire going. I gave up on that a long time ago... I gave up on asking, yet doing nothing is what will hurt. You can either choose to keep trying or walk away, like a relationship that struggles to keep itself. I stand up for myself without putting people down though. I try not to bring down anyone while doing it. I am stern but not cruel. Instead I show them I’m not one to be walked on. Not anymore. I know you can’t make people like you, and I know you can’t really call out people for treating you like an outcast. You can call them out on their unjust behaviour, but even if you do, you are just given a permanent cold shoulder. Nothing gets resolved. You either are on one’s side or you aren’t. This I have experienced a lot of, in the real world, and online. This is partially why I isolate myself... I’m grateful for those who consider me a worthy friend, those who can see the real me. I mean no harm. I never meant harm. If I have caused any, then I am truly sorry. Take it as a genuine apology. I just wanted peace. I just wanted somewhere to be accepted. This is why I feel I must leave at times. Nothing against anyone, but for my own well being. 

    Good day.

  2. It’s okay to not be perfect. It’s okay to still be a work in progress. 💙

    1. Red

      Red

      Inspire me!

  3. Samurai Kai

    What's your guilty pleasure band?

    I like Nickelback. Only a guilty pleasure because a lot of people think they’re pretty bland.
  4. Thank you for the relationship experience. I wish you good luck and wellness in life. Hopefully we can find better opportunities and people for us. Goodbye.

  5. Samurai Kai

    Xbox One peeps!

    If anyone has an Xbox One or even a 360 and wants to play some games, feel free to comment your GT’s below! I also have a mic. Look forward to playing!
  6. Got a letter in the mail
    ‘Say go to war or go to jail 
    Got a letter in the maaaail
    In the early morning rain
    Ask me what I wanna be 
    Said I wanna do PT
    Ask me what I wanna beee
    In the early morning rain
    Ask me where I could sign 
    Point it to the dotted line 
    Ask me where I could siiiiign
    In the early morning rain

    1. Red

      Red

      *sways with lighter*

    2. Delta_XIII

      Delta_XIII

      C-130 rollin' down the strip

      Couple of soldiers gonna take a little trip

       

  7. Samurai Kai

    Xbox One peeps!

    Do you play For Honor? It’s free right now if you have gold! I play that one a lot too.
  8. Once upon another time
    Our story had only begun
    You chose to turn the page
    And I made choices too

    Once upon that other time
    We did what we thought must be done
    And now we have no choice
    We do what we must do

    We love, we live
    We give what we can give
    And take what little we deserve

    Once upon another time
    I knew how our story would end
    And maybe I was wrong
    But now the moment's gone

    Were it still that other time
    I'd make time itself somehow bend
    But now I'm not that strong
    And time keeps moving on

    We love, we live
    We give what we can give
    And take what little we deserve

    We love, we live
    We give what we can give
    And take what little we deserve

    Once upon another time

    1. Red

      Red

      *lighter*

  9. Samurai Kai

    whats the game you have played longest?

    Mass Effect~
  10. Been listening to a lot of Disturbed’s music lately. It’s odd how I can sing their songs and yet do opera. 

    1. Red

      Red

      I thought you said you listening disturbing music and dreading emo Kai. I am now very relieved.

    2. Samurai Kai

      Samurai Kai

      What?! Hahaha well I’m glad you’re relieved! XD

  11. When you think you can’t bare it, YOU CAN! You are stronger than you know! 

  12. Samurai Kai

    A shiney new (not really) Desk returns

    Welcome back! Of course we remember you.
  13. Love Never Dies - The Beauty Underneath 💙

    1. Red

      Red

      *sways with lighter*

  14. Samurai Kai

    Hello!

    Hello there! Nice to meet you.
  15. Warden and Orochi are my mains in For Honor. Trying to make my Warden look like a Grey Warden from Dragon Age and my Orochi, well. Like my fursona. What she would wear. :v 

  16. Samurai Kai

    Xbox One peeps!

    FINALLY SOMEONE THAT APPRECIATES AC3 AS MUCH AS ME. I don’t know, are the servers still active? Or is my internet that bad? I could never find anyone.
  17. Samurai Kai

    A final farewell

    I’m sorry that those things happened to you, furries can be really shitty. It was nice seeing you around! I always saw you as a friendly person. I hope that wherever you go you’ll find true happiness and purpose yourself. You deserve nothing but the best and people who support your own personal growth in this thing we call life! *gives a final hug* Best of luck, Inu-Chan.
  18. I hope anyone who’s going through a very hard time, just suffering in any way, will find healing and peace soon. I hope one day soon you’ll be able to feel genuine happiness and peace, to truly enjoy life again. I’m on the path of trying to find a way myself. Be stronger.

    1. Red

      Red

      So nice. T_T

  19. Samurai Kai

    Xbox One peeps!

    UNF YES. Assassin’s Creed! MY BROTHA. I haven’t been able to play multiplayer at all with anyone with the series. :c
  20. Samurai Kai

    Xbox One peeps!

    OOH! I have For Honor if anyone wants to play! What games ya got?
  21. I donated blood for the first time today and I was so damn happy not to have any reactions! I’ve been so happy all day. People complimented my makeup too! I look forward to being a regular donor~

    1. Red

      Red

      Is it wise to grant the power of your blood to mere mortals!?

    2. Samurai Kai

      Samurai Kai

      You mean the gift of life and second chances? Of course! With 450 ml of my blood, I was able to save three lives! Nothing is better than the gift of giving. 

    3. Red

      Red

      You are a Goddess of Life!

  22. I’ll be okay. In time, sure, maybe. 

  23. So I just got into For Honor on the Xbox One. I play as the Orochi, Samurai Assassin. Knight-Commander Dietrich was kind enough to give me a copy of the game. Really enjoy it and I am grateful for his generosity. Even though I have a lot of improving to do, I was able to win my first match against someone who is higher in skill than I! 

  24. Samurai Kai

    You Know What Really Grinds My Gears?

    I have found something new that really grinds my gears! When people tell you that you suck in a game or need more practice. Constantly criticizing you. Oh I’m sorry, I’ve only been playing a game for two days and you expect me to be a master at it? Sorry I don’t take games as seriously. I play to have fun. Now kindly remove the stick out of your arse and hop off my back!
  25. Sister’s abusive ex got arrested an hour ago. Holy shit am I dreaming? Charged for three different reasons! 

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    2. Red

      Red

      For your sister's benefit, of course.

    3. braenuun

      braenuun

      its about fucking time.  Domestic violence, aggravated menacing, and obstructing officers?  False reporting?  Assault?  

       

    4. Samurai Kai

      Samurai Kai

      More like vandalism, trespassing and mischief. She’s been finding out more info as time goes on to prepare for said court date 

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